Slaves of Fate, Masters of Will

Born in captivity, bled by society and blinded by so-called education........humans are indeed in great danger. As hopeless as it may sound but such forces don't pose that much of a serious threat to their immortality. Even the devil is just an another crony along with the rest. Their real nemesis is fate.It does what it does and get's what it get's. It's like a juggernaut which is blasting it's way anywhere and everywhere. It's not an illusion but rather exists in the very fabric of nature. But nature has another eccentric force that has the audacity to balance the equation. And that equalizer is the will to act. It's the force which resurrects hope where there is none, give's courage despite fear, give's strength against all odds, separates the weak from the strong.....and even levitates the spirit to the final frontier and beyond.
Such a shame that most people are oblivious to this mystery (including myself). Some use it with little ambition and passion......and then there are those few who unleash the beast and go on to make their own fate. But the secret of life is not hidden in our destinations. It's deciphered in our journeys. So be prepared for setbacks and when the storm is over, let the system reboot and keep moving forward. Perhaps one day in the midst of all this madness..........the shackles would break.

Counting Stars

My sweet love.....sigh.....Where are you? Can you hear me? Can you feel me?.....I hope tonight you can. I've waited so long for you. Sometimes I ponder which blessed part on earth you dwell, what would you look like, how would your fragrance lift my spirit and .......how would the back of my fingers feel on your soft cheeks. 

The world has been very cruel to me. It has punished me more for my crimes than I deserved and sometimes ruthlessly. But my love I wont break so easily. I won't give up on you so soon. Not until I deliver you an universe of passion I've kept for you in deep dungeons of my heart since my beginning. It's true ! I've loved you since my birth. This envious world has taken some of it from me but that's alright cause I still got plenty to kiss your pain away. To love you and care for you without a worry in the world. To hold you tighter with each passing moment. I sometimes picture us together lying at the roof of our house in the middle of the night and counting stars. Just us and stars alone. I'll thank God that day for making uncountable stars so that we can stay up all night, waste time, count stars and create such moments that will last forever.

It's a cruel world and I know it hasn't spared you also. I know this because sometimes my heart starts aching without any reason. So just hang in there for a while my damsel in distress. Soon I'll have you in my arms and i'll see to it who or what dares to hurt my precious angel from that point onwards. 

Just so you know I'm no prince. I don't dress like one. Don't have wealth like one. Surely don't look like one either. But I'll definitely know how to behave like one when I'll lay my gaze upon your pretty face.

The sad truth is that you've been the last thing on my mind .But not anymore. I've made plans for us to live a life more than a life itself. I'll give you everything I can. I'll be there for you everywhere I can be for better or worse. But I know there will be times when I'll let you down for I'm only human. So let this post be a reminder and a guide for me to realize again how much you mean to me.....even before I met you.......

Some day soon we will be united and remain so by the grace of God for eternity. We'll grow old together but our love shall remain forever young......deep sigh......I wish you could be here right now......There is so much more to tell you about my fears and dreams and to know about yours also. So for now I'll just go out and watch the stars shine down on me.........hoping the same stars are shining down on you too where ever you are..........

Zombie

He dropped his hands on the table pretty hard and glazed right through "the man's" soul. Clueless, frustrated and derailed, he cursed "the man" with the most savage force on earth.......silence. But in response, like always, shown was a miserable manifestation of passion, glory and purpose by the man..........in the mirror....... 

Marveled

I don't know much about reality but there was this one incredible moment which showed me a glimpse of it. Some time back I visited my ordinary local shop to get some ordinary thing. As I was in the middle of my transaction, I heard a female voice behind me that awoke me to reality. It is till date the sweetest symphony I've  ever heard. I stood there stunned trying to figure out why does an angel need to make a transaction from a shop. The innocence in her voice was so soothing that made me shameful of my sins and the more I heard that voice the more I got mesmerized by it. It Felt like my heart is being purged of all evil. This is only a mere fraction of what I'm able to write. Most part of how I truly felt remains inexplicable. Every inch of my heart, mind, blood and soul was telling me to get a glimpse of this heaven on earth and see if her voice is so beautiful then how beautiful would she be. But I couldn't dare to watch her. My sinful eyes plugged to my sinful heart had no right to witness something so graceful. So I left that place with no clue what she looked it, how she made her hairs and.......what colour were her eyes. As I was leaving I started feeling drowsy again and returned to my dream forever, the way I've always been dreaming in this world of illusions. But I did take something from her that day. It was and still remains a firm belief that.........heaven is for real......

The Prisoner's Sin 2

Dark days and darker nights. Such is the feel one gets from one far off mysterious island which is home to worlds dangerous prisoners locked up in a maximum security prison. The whole island is heavily guarded with cutting edge technology and the mere idea of prison break suddenly starts to fade away the day anyone lands on this island. It's virtually impossible to escape from such a prison. But inmate 51 had other plans. Plans whose time had come. He wasn't always recognized as 51. Once he had a name, a family, friends, ambitions, dreams......and that one person. But after committing the unspeakable sin all was taken away from him and the consequences had landed him to devil's turf. 

Bounded and blinded, inmate 51 entered the prison with defeated shoulders who was maliciously welcomed as he walked past locked up devil's favorite children. There was no sin in the world these beasts in the form of human flesh hadn't committed. It's was an terrible feeling to be in such a predicament but the prisoner knew that if you're willing to do the crime, you better be prepared to do the time. The walk was getting heavier. Soul was getting emptier. Air was getting thicker. The guards escorted him to his cell with other immoral prisoners. He sat on the dark edge of the cell which felt like the edge of the world. After some time sustenance was brought but in very limited quantity which was not enough for even half the prisoners. But the guards did this intentionally so that these prisoners would fight each other for survival or perhaps even kill if they had to in order for them to eternally remain corrupted. 

As the other inmates started their barbarism for survival, reality struck hard at inmate 51 who could see the end of his human spirit. The stage was set for the devil's final blow. The dark edge where he sat was getting darker. The influence was getting stronger. The choice was to come next. But in between the influence and the choice the prisoner reached out to his soul, feel on his knees before his master and begged for mercy. At the epitome of his humbleness he finally received forgiveness. He stood up on his knees and now the prisoner was blessed with the most beautiful force on earth........the will to fight......with himself!

What you do when you fall down shall define you